By now you’ve no doubt heard that, today, former St. Louis Cardinals slugger – and current hitting coach – admitted that he used steroids during his professional career. What follows is McGwire’s complete statement, and a couple comments of my own.

“Now that I have become the hitting coach for the St. Louis Cardinals, I have the chance to do something that I wish I was able to do five years ago.

“I never knew when, but I always knew this day would come. It’s time for me to talk about the past and to confirm what people have suspected. I used steroids during my playing career and I apologize. I remember trying steroids very briefly in the 1989/1990 off season and then after I was injured in 1993, I used steroids again. I used them on occasion throughout the ’90s, including during the 1998 season.

“I wish I had never touched steroids. It was foolish and it was a mistake. I truly apologize. Looking back, I wish I had never played during the steroid era.

“During the mid-’90s, I went on the DL seven times and missed 228 games over five years. I experienced a lot of injuries, including a ribcage strain, a torn left heel muscle, a stress fracture of the left heel, and a torn right heel muscle. It was definitely a miserable bunch of years and I told myself that steroids could help me recover faster. I thought they would help me heal and prevent injuries, too.

“I’m sure people will wonder if I could have hit all those home runs had I never taken steroids. I had good years when I didn’t take any and I had bad years when I didn’t take any. I had good years when I took steroids and I had bad years when I took steroids. But no matter what, I shouldn’t have done it and for that I’m truly sorry.

“Baseball is really different now — it’s been cleaned up. The commissioner and the players’ association implemented testing and they cracked down, and I’m glad they did.

“I’m grateful to the Cardinals for bringing me back to baseball. I want to say thank you to Cardinals owner Mr. DeWitt, to my GM, John Mozeliak, and to my manager, Tony La Russa. I can’t wait to put the uniform on again and to be back on the field in front of the great fans in Saint Louis. I’ve always appreciated their support and I intend to earn it again, this time as hitting coach. I’m going to pour myself into this job and do everything I can to help the Cardinals hitters become the best players for years to come.

“After all this time, I want to come clean. I was not in a position to do that five years ago in my congressional testimony, but now I feel an obligation to discuss this and to answer questions about it. I’ll do that, and then I just want to help my team.”

A few thoughts:

1.) Steroids are necessarily used “on and off,” so don’t try to make it sound like you were only using some of the time.

2.) He claims the primary reason for using was injury recovery, which is interesting, and aligns with most who’ve admitted to use.

3.) Interesting timing. Obviously he claims it was necessary to proceed as the hitting coach with the Cardinals, but one has to wonder: if his Hall of Fame vote had been much better last week, would he have come forward with this admission?

  • DaveB

    “After all this time, I want to come clean. I was not in a position to do that five years ago in my congressional testimony”.

    He wasn’t in position to do it 5 years ago when, he was like, under OATH??

    • Ace

      I haven’t reviewed his testimony, but I don’t know that he lied. He just evaded. Badly.

  • Cardfan

    Nothing like coming clean and still needing a serious shower. The stink will linger forever.

    “I wish I never played in the steroid era” – WTF kind of response is that? Is it like Bernie Madoff saying “I wish I didn’t screw all these people in the greed-era”? In other words, I don’t think what I did was that wrong, I just wish I retired before anyone else caught on to the idea.

    In real terms, he was probably a .250 lifetime hitter – and we have him as our hitting coach. Eat your frickin hearts out…

    • Ace

      So are you pissed about him being the hitting coach, then? And do you think he can be successful with the younger guys who probably came up idolizing him, and now don’t know what to think?

      • Cardfan

        I think he will be a miserable failure. I take some comfort in knowing he won’t touch Pujols and Holliday is in the “been there, done that, didn’t work, back to what does” category.

        LaRussa’s swansong pet project, nothing more…

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